If you hung your cross upside down....?
If you hung your cross upside down....?
I have a question that I never had answered, for many years now it has never been answered. about 3 years ago or so I used to hated Jesus a lot, I don't know why. I was forced to go to church but I never really believed in him. I stopped going to church because I was 16 and my mom didn't want to force me to go there when I don't want to.I started hanging my cross upside down and for months, I don't remember the exact number. One day I went to lay down on my bed and I was staring accross my bed, the cross was swinging back and forth for awhile, I freaked out and hid under my blanket until I fell asleep. I woke up next morning and forgot about the swinging cross until I saw it. I took it off the wall and hid it in my mom's room. I then forgot about it again for sometime now until my friend asked me what was the scariest thing that ever happened to me. It took awhile for me to remember that moment. I forgot about it again completely until now when my friend found a rosary under my bed.
I no longer hated Jesus ever since I saw that swinging cross because I was scared out of my mind, I am now just neutral, atheist some may say. I am not sure what to believe whether he is real or not. I want to believe him but yet I don't want to because I know I'm not a real Catholic because I don't go to church or anything.
I have a sense that he may be real in me but I'm not religious. What could this swinging upside down cross mean? My friend said it may be a message from god about something. I am not sure what it could be but if anybody could help me answer what happened and why, it'd be great. Thanks. When the cross is hung upside down its the symbol of saiton thats all i know :)
well if not, then i guess, the reason why u were sh!t scared is coz, you knew it very well in the back of your mind, that by hanging the cross upside down, you are doing something wrong!
if you dont believe in God. just dont think much about it.
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